TALKING NONSENSE

it should be done for ourselves not for others, so forgive but never forget.

4. i am thankful for still being alive.

i thought i would have more to say but i guess not, lols.

3. i am thankful that i have a job now, haha.

2. i am thankful for the friends who are still there.

1. i am thankful for my family being my biggest support system.

**** and the list goes on throughout the day.

i dont like the fact that people forget about you, like they dont know where they came from. you have all your new friends and whatever and im totally fine with that. but the thing that im not fine with is the fact that you forget about people like me who you have known for longer and better than them. replace me?! go right ahead cause you know what?! in the end ill be the one laughing cause ill realize that i never needed you in the first place. you were just a friend that comes and go, someone that never really stuck out to me. i mean we have had our good times and have had our really bad times but those were all in the past, now its the present and i see that you have totally changed… friends and all. ive tried my best to stay close to you but it doesnt seem to work out, so im over it. im tired of giving this friendship my all when you arent even doing anything to keep this friendship alive, its totally dead to me right now. jaded much?! i could be, actually i am just cause i miss the closeness. so im not going to give up, im just going to stop caring. well thats all, just wanted to express myself today. <3_GILLY

p.s. when you say “I PROMISE,” mean it or dont say it at all.

i havent done this in a while, posting up my so called “thoughts of the day.” but starting from today, im going to try and post something up everyday… whether its a whole story, quote or only just one word, or even a picture, a song or whatever. my “thoughts of the day” was suppose to be a way for me to express all my feelings. cause when i write or type or whatever, my words become more powerful, more understandable, and i just dont give a damn more when i write or type cause its all been said and done… and i wont take back what i said, ha. most people or some people know that i like doing this cause i use to do this on my myspace, but now its here so im going to try and update this more often. well im done talking about this, im over it lols. more to come, hopefully =] like my title says “TALKING NONSENSE” … ill be talking a lot of nonsense, so this is a fair warning >__< byeee -gilly