F ____ D____ back?!
ew. what doing?ME:
nothing, just got into my house… i was chilling outside my house again.
cant sleep .ME:
what are you up to ?FRIEND:
nothing. was talking to _______, but he ran out of load.ME:
lols, go get a phone card already. please.ME:
go sleep already.FRIEND:
are you okay?FRIEND:
stop being puni, whats wrong?FRIEND:
nothing. just miss him. thats all.ME:
so is that why youve been drinking lately?FRIEND:
no. i would never resort to alcohol to suppress my pain…ME:
so why drink?! its so not you.FRIEND:
it takes the mind off things.ME:
but thats not the way to go.FRIEND:
are you getting ritaz back?!ME:
i want to, “it takes the mind off things thats why.”FRIEND:
hm.. ok. i’m coming over right now.
haha, i would never do that.FRIEND:
im not you, rawr.FRIEND:
tough times. tough times.ME:
stop your irking… theres no tough times.FRIEND:
you don’t understand.
and how would i not understand? explain that to me.FRIEND:
you’re too young daughter. too young.ME:
omg, your so right… im too young to know anything. i have no experience what so ever right?!FRIEND:
true true daughter.ME:
okay then, i guess i shouldnt be talking to someone like you… who knows everything cause i just wouldnt understand.
ew! you swear yeah?!
i’m just joking sis.
no need get all bitter.ME:
______ is offline.
i really dislike these kind of conversations. first off, im just trying to understand where your coming from and why your doing what your doing cause its so not you. i understand that you miss the person, but why resort to what your doing. and to say “it takes the mind of things.” are you kidding me?! what the heck. thats bs, i mean it helps but like i said thats not the way to go. if your going to drink, drink to have fun but dont make it another thing to drink cause “it takes the mind of things.” better yet, just dont drink at all. i can see that you do miss him and its only obvious but the way your taking it, its not the right way. it makes me and maybe a few others think and wonder… “like whats wrong with him?! thats not like him.” and how dare you say i dont understand, when i was there from the beginning trying to help you out and UNDERSTAND the both of you. and saying “you’re too young daughter, too young,” what the heck is that about, theres a line between playing around and being serious and this conversation was serious but you took it as a joke and it just totally irritated me. thats all, just wanted to get how i feel out there.