"And all I know is when were together
No one can make me feel the way you do baby
I wish each moment could last forever
It's hard to explain the way I feel for you
I just can't find the words
You got me losing myself in what I'm trying to say
And it's so hard to fight it can't help but feeling this way
And every time that I'm near you it's like my heart gets weak
Feels like I'm losing my breath making it hard to speak
I just can't find the words"
i think there are way more stronger & complex then couples that get to see each other everyday. i mean, it takes alot of honesty, faith, and trust in each other to make it work. i think it makes you love the person more and more everyday, to see that even though they aren’t with you at all the time, it’s true love that keeps it alive. & just, maybe one day, you will be together with that one special person.
its sad to see that we have drifted apart from each other, but when i make the time and the effort to go do something… apparently you cant. so why do i even try?! you always see your friends, you always see her, you always have time for other people. but when it comes down to spending time with me, its just totally forgotten about or “i made plans already.” like hello, cant you break it?! were family here… we live on the same island or when you do come to visit its only for a short time and i would like to at least spend some quality time with you guys. its sad to talk about because its like what the heck?! we should be spending time with each other, we are suppose to have that bond like no other… but now its nothing. we were once close but not anymore, i feel like were planets away from one another and im sad about that. i am thankful for the people who make the effort, i know people are busy and tired these days but i am too. i still get myself up and go do something. if you guys ever get the chance to read this, i would like to know how you feel… but then again i doubt it. although everything is the way it is, dont think that i dont love you all. because from the beginning and to the end, you guys are my family and i will always love you guys.
when it comes to you, nothing else matters. your past, my past… its all in the past. we will be together forever, well that is what im hoping for and i hope thats what you are hoping for too. although you are there and i am here, we can still make it work. we havent been through much but we do have our ups and downs and our moments of weakness, and we just have to take it one day at a time. you have given me the strength to literally live again, have a purpose, have a dream, and do things that i have forgotten about or never thought of doing. you have taught me a lot about myself, and i am thankful that you are in my life. without you, i wouldnt be where i am today. no one can really break us, but us. what it comes down to, is just me and you. you are who you are, and i would never want to change you. you are my bestfriend, i need you in my life and i want to stay in your life. I Love You With All My Heart.
its your decision, we are all going to make our own mistakes… sometimes our own decisions are not the best and either we gain from choosing one from the other and then sometimes we lose what was better than what we chose. point here is that, its a lesson learned… make a right/wrong decision?! we never know until after we make it, so choose wisely and dont steer yourself in the wrong direction. just remember to never repeat it again.