May 2010
2 posts
it just doesnt feel right.
change is always happening around me all the time, and for the longest of time ive always accepted it. but for someone reason something feels different, when it comes to YOU i am not ready to accept that you have changed in some way that makes me feel like your not the person i use to know. i guess its just something i have to accept, because once i have accepted who you are now i can move on and...
confused.
hawww, im just totally not feeling it. i just want to push everyone away. i dont understand where all this emotion is coming from. i cant stand the fact that i just cant trust anyone anymore. getting hurt constantly has put up this wall that wont come down for a long time. i fake a smile so that everything seems to be alright when it really isnt. no one really notices so i just keep faking a smile...
