today i was a bit scared because i was going to get my license. and here to get your license, you need to take a drug test. after they took my urine sample, i was getting nervous while sitting down because i didnt know if i would be positive or negative for drugs >__< but thankfully i was negative and i got my license. so now i have a philippine ID :]
im back in the province again for christmas break, and im stuck in the same situation i was before i started school! i have nothing to do. yes its nice to sleep in and relax, but still i rather be doing something >__<
so today was the first day i came home at night, at first i was scared because i never went home alone at night. i thought it would be scary, but since its almost christmas time, when i was walking by the malls and riding in the jeep, all i saw was christmas decorations and i knew that i was going to be okay. anyways today we had a practical test on doing sectionings, and i think know i failed. we had to do it so fast, and i had a difficult time doing it on the mannequin. but its okay, theres always other places i could raise my grade. on the bright side, i got a facial today and removed my warts or skin tags whatever you call them for only 20 dollars. now i just feel relaxed being home, laying in my bed and listening to music :]
sometimes being here in the philippines, not knowing where i really am, not knowing my surroundings and just staying in my room all day or like when i have nothing to do. i sort of feel trapped or stranded and theres no one to help me out. i dont want to be stuck here for as long as i am here. i want to get out and i want to explore. im not the type of person to just sit in one place for a long period of time, maybe when im lazy and sick but thats about it. i need interaction, i need to see people, i need to be free.